I sometimes wish that we were so advanced, that we could just take trips to the moon and stay there for a while,
Wouldn't it be so ironic if we were able to break the laws of physics, or maybe change the theory, that one day love would be 'uplifting' and not 'falling'? On some days I wake up really lazy, but on some other days I wake up with this desire to leave and start over, I woke up this morning with a desire to be another person, I wanted to uname myself, erase my past and all those experiences and start with a clean sleigh Nonetheless, I was aware that I couldn't do any of that, I couldn't keep waiting for an alternative solution to come, so I could 'not be here' at times that were convenient to me, Couldn't undo anything but, I knew that I was able to change myself and my behaviors, But I had to unlearn everything that was undesirable, Where do you start? When you are a woman with lots of words for everything, and you can't seem to bottle up feelings inside, you are nothing but undesirable in the eyes of any men, If I were to unlearn myself everything I ever knew, what would my name be? Would the woman I become taste better in your mouth? Would you want to go for a second round or maybe third? If I were to undo my sins and reversed my experiences, I wouldn't have anything left to write about, I would be a simple a woman with a clear conscious, But maybe a little bit more lovable, I woke up yesterday thinking about what it meant to not be here, After 10 minutes I felt a serene feeling inside of me, I remembered that if love meant falling hard, and breaking bones, than you don't deserve me at all
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